One year ago today, we found out that Trenton had a brainstem tumor…a tumor with no cure. It was so devastating to hear that this energetic, loving, and strong boy may not have long to live. It was impossible to believe…we could not get our minds around it…how could this be happening? As I looked at the MRI showing the 5.3cm tumor growing between my sons ears, I felt like someone had punched me in the gut. We would have never believed that he would only live another 10 months.
As the days and months passed, we enjoyed every moment we had with him…making everyday special in some way. The kisses and hugs doubled…as I pushed the agony inside of me way down…trying to be up-beat and not let him see me upset. My heart never stopped hurting since we found out…I could do nothing to save him…I could not take his place…and in the end, I could not take away the burdens he beared as he lost so much of his capabilities. Some people have told me that I am a strong person…they would never have been able to do it…I was able to do it because I loved Trenton so much. I believe that Jesus helped me through this…without him I could not have done it!!! Even now, Jesus comforts me when I feel like I am going crazy.
We have had so much support from our friends and family. We could not have gone through this without their love…and we like to hear that Trenton has touched so many other lives.
Donna
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My prayers are with your family. I wish there was something I could say or do to take away the pain. Remeber I am always here if need to talk!
Love, Alison
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