Trent’s Trek

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Have not posted in a while about my feeling in regards to Trent being gone, so here I go… The last year has flew by and yet it seems like yesterday I was able to hold my little guy and have him give me the thumbs up as in “I am ok dad!” I knew he wasn’t and it caused despair at times then. Now, when I think about his passing the feelings are much more intense for me. Missing him more, wondering why him, why us, why..why..why! I thought it was supposed to get easier to deal with the pain of him being gone? If I had to guess, I would say it is worse now. I think this might be because I am missing him more now than ever. I am working a home improvement expo right now, and I keep looking at the little boys that pass by, and I am saying to myself “Gee, he kind of looked like Trent” I just want to hold him again, sleep by him, smell his hair, smell anything that would remind me of him. I know you all know that we miss him so. What else to say, I hope none of you ever have to go through this… yet I know some other people are going through exactly the same thing. Why does this have to be so damn hard. Sorry, cover up the youngin’s eyes. So how do you find your way through this when you have never done it before? Too many questions to think about at one time… Coming into the year anniversary of our Angel, I just want to say again thank you to everyone who has touched our lives and continue to do so. Also, take a moment out of your day on April 3rd to remember our son…

Thank You and God Bless,
Clint

and as a side note, I apologize about the photo album not working right now, I will have it up soon. I will post when it is up again.

She did well at state which was held down near Kokomo, IN last weekend. She scored an 8.825 on vault which is her highest score for any event yet. Although she didn’t get a metal for that event or any event at the last meet she was still number one in our book. We were very impressed by her continual improvement over the last season. She did receive a participation award for state, she did have fun, and she even met a new friend. So all and all it was a good event. Just wanted to give a little update for Ana since we have not talked about her in a while.

Take Care,
Clint