[thumb:193:l]Have not posted in a while about my feeling in regards to Trent being gone, so here I go… The last year has flew by and yet it seems like yesterday I was able to hold my little guy and have him give me the thumbs up as in “I am ok dad!” I knew he wasn’t and it caused despair at times then. Now, when I think about his passing the feelings are much more intense for me. Missing him more, wondering why him, why us, why..why..why! I thought it was supposed to get easier to deal with the pain of him being gone? If I had to guess, I would say it is worse now. I think this might be because I am missing him more now than ever. I am working a home improvement expo right now, and I keep looking at the little boys that pass by, and I am saying to myself “Gee, he kind of looked like Trent” I just want to hold him again, sleep by him, smell his hair, smell anything that would remind me of him. I know you all know that we miss him so. What else to say, I hope none of you ever have to go through this… yet I know some other people are going through exactly the same thing. Why does this have to be so damn hard. Sorry, cover up the youngin’s eyes. So how do you find your way through this when you have never done it before? Too many questions to think about at one time… Coming into the year anniversary of our Angel, I just want to say again thank you to everyone who has touched our lives and continue to do so. Also, take a moment out of your day on April 3rd to remember our son…
Thank You and God Bless,
Clint
and as a side note, I apologize about the photo album not working right now, I will have it up soon. I will post when it is up again.
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ITS TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE PAIN IS MORE INTENSE-SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!! DITTO TO ALL YOU HAVE SAID CLINT. ITS SO HARD TO BELEIVE THAT OUR LITTLE GUY WAS SO SICK. EVERYTHING HAPPENED TOO FAST-I THINK WE JUST COULDN’T BELIEVE IT WAS HAPPENING. WE MUST GO ON FOR “TRENTON”. I CAN HEAR HIM SAY “HERE WE GO AGAIN!!” – EVERYTIME HE SAW TEARS. I CAN STILL HEAR TRENT AND PAPA BANTERING “YOUR #1 NEXT TO ME” IN A JOHN WAYNE SLURR WHILE IN THE HOSPITAL. THERE IS SO-O-O-O MANY MORE QUOTES I REMEMBER. HE WAS SO SMART AND CLEVER. SO LOVEABLE, HUGG-ABLE-JUST PRECIOUS!!!!!! AS WE GO THROUGH THIS LIFE, WE’LL CARRY HIM IN OUR HEARTS- BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND HANDSOME LITTLE FACE, WONDERFUL GIGGLE AND REMEMBER ALL THAT WE LEARNED FROM A LITTLE BOY WHO WE ENJOYED SO MUCH. MIMI LOVES YOU “SUGARBEAR”!!!!!!! HUGS AND KISSES FOR EVER AND EVER!!
Can’t begin to imagine the sorrow and pain that you must be experiencing. Wish there was something we could say or do that would help ease the hurt. Just know that we think of your family all the time and pray that you can look to God’s comfort and peacefulness in times of need.
We are glad to see that Ariana did well at the Gymnastics meet and enjoys competing….you must be very proud of her. It is also good to see that your business is taking off and that you have a new direction to follow. May you be very successful at your venture.
Our best wishes to all and our prayers are with you.
Brian, Kathy, Jacob & Nicholas Anderson
We are all thinking of you on this day, the anniversary of Trent’s passing, and praying for your strength and courage to face yet another difficult time. We are also praying that Trent has an extraordinary 1st birthday in the presence of our Lord! God bless eash of you. We all love you dearly.
Brian, Jennifer, Cole & Luke
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